Friday, June 15, 2007
my life is like a blank drawing board. i'm completely clueless of what's about to happen. i have no idea of what i want to do anymore. is that a good thing?before, this is the kind of life i want to live in because back then, i was put to a lot of pressure and stress. now, eating and sleeping... can be pretty boring...it was fun at first.not being bothered by anyone. no deadlines. no nosy people to worry about. argh! of course i can't go on in this kind of lifestyle. now, i have to face consequences and try to settle things.reality is coming back to me slowly... but its effects are drastic that brings in a lot of confusion. hmmph! the drama never ends!